Random thoughts - a wonderful experiment

I write this at the wee hours of mid-night..sitting all alone here, I am wondering what a day it has been..I have done crazy hours at work today, gone through a crisis and come into terms with myself to resolve it..truly, life is strange..expectations of tomorrow are beautiful..but what happens next moment, we never know..

I want to catch up on many of my lost hobbies..I want to go on a long drive all my myself, play my favorite music, watch my all-time favorite movies ( you must know what they are ),eat my favorite food, catch up with some of my oldest friends, start painting again...I want to experiment new schools of thought and ideologies..

Surprisingly enough, I only do this when I am confused or want to get away from everything...every now and then, I want to live the life of a nomad who has no destination, no aim, no fixed direction..

Experimenting with such random thoughts can be a beauty and a disaster..through them, I have saved myself from several disasters, put myself in situations where I never have been, and also penned down the best thoughts I came across..

I have come to realize how much I enjoy my alone time..while I am a very active social person, I LOVE my alone time...

I sometimes wonder if I did not have specific responsibilities and expectations( we all do ) I would have just traveled the world, meet new people and cultures and be a gypsy in the true sense..would have let go of myself..be a global citizen, learn about NIRVANA and travel to the Himlayas for salvation..:)

I am confused...the reason - in the upcoming posts...