Even if you do, nothing will change...while sometimes there is too much nostalgia, sometimes you can never understand the true value of the 'asset' until it flies away..Past teaches us bitter sweet lessons, but the present is what we live in and the future is what we should be working- an expectation toward a glorious tomorrow...
But life does not function that way...things HAVE to become complicated even it can be simpler if we want to make it work that way...time remains a constant of integration here..in the end, nothing else matters..
Its surprising how I am stuck back 2 years earlier at this moment tonight..I feel exactly in the same spot..No, I am not being an emotional freak...but nothing has changed..something must have gone drastically wrong..
People that I have met, places that I have been, the memories that I have all culminated together forms a huge question mark on my forehead..the question of finding the meaning of a true existence..I thought I found it..but no, I didn't...A tale of sound and fury signifying nothing...
If only the ripples would not have appeared, if only the bird's nest would not have been shattered, if only in a fragment of an imagination everything would not burst into bubbles and tell me it was only a dream..reality is circumstantially different..
If only.....

"Its surprising how I am stuck back 2 years earlier at this moment tonight..I feel exactly in the same spot"
ReplyDeleteIts difficult most of the time for anyone realize that they are repeating patterns in life. If one realizes it, one can change life drastically for the better. If one gets stuck again in the cycle, things just keep repeating. My dear friend please dont repeat whatever the pattern maybe... Good luck!
Thank you deedaadoo..Yes, I am trying to fix that metaphor..I am letting go to see if they come back..if not, they never were..:)
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